toot^kia

2011-03-21T00:44:00.002+08:00

Tonnes of hatrat towards u. But I've to create peace between us. If u use ur pea brain to think. U should know tat u are only in good terms with those new birds in the company. Sad to say tat ur "new friend" is only on ur side for not more than a week? Alright. I shouldnt be so cek ark. Let's say one month then.

Do u see how Important u are in our company? U are the greatest bitch for us to have a topic to always talk about. The greatest bitch for us to laugh at. The greatest bitch for us to long for a punch in ur plastic face. In short ur the greatest bitch in our life.

U use ur pea brain to fark someone who is more INTELLIGENT den u. i understand becoz ur pea brain can contain only certain amount of knowledge. Tat's why when other ppl do something u don't know u fark them.

U declared tat u need longer hours to get dressed. Understood!!! Becoz ur lazier then everyone. Becoz ur face is very uneven. It takes hours to make it just presentable. And lastly. Becoz u walk damn farking slow. Even if u tried to walk fast. Either ur legs are fat and short or u are simply too heavy to even move.

If punching ppl in the face till someone go hospital is not against the law. I'll make sure u wake up in a coffin not knowing tat ur in hell already.

2010-08-02T00:47:00.002+08:00

so many things i wish i can say.
in the pass i post it here.
now i don't think i can anymore.
=[[

currently feeling =[[
i can just link anything happened to the person i don't like..
making me hate that person more more more more.
when can this idiot dream end? i will definitely not remember this part of my life.
its too farked up. and i wish i can vend my frustration about her existence out on something. something which i've yet to decide. maybe slap her, buy punching bag, find someone to end her life.. thoughts..

thoughts.. thoughts should/must/will/may/could come true. choose one.

2010-06-29T02:18:00.002+08:00

got no time for myself..
everyday work like fark.
starting to love spending time with my family.
i wish i can off on every weekend.
but seems so impossible. unless i quit?

feel so lonely in my work place..
got no one to turn to..
got no to share my inner thoughts.
even though ppl are willing to hear.
but they are just like a loud haler to me..

some thing is so wrong when i work..
i just want everything like i thought.
work and get paid..
but its not as innocent as before..
as in this outlet changed so much..
regardless of the ppl or the environment..
maybe ppl change because of the environment..
or maybe the environment changed the ppl..

don't like the attention of customers..
almost everyday the same question shoot at me..
can i plant some moustache so tat i can look more matured?
everything seems to be so irritating..
but i can't SHOUT OUT!
I WANT TO PUNCH YOU IN UR FACE!!
i want to slap you!!

好人也会累. 更何况我又不是好人.
我想大声喊我很凡!!!!

2010-02-07T18:18:00.002+08:00

i said: be happy in your world. i know you don't wish to leave your friends. but i'm sure you can make new friends very soon. you must continue to move on. we will move on too. but you will always be in our heart. we will meet up and talk to you like before. we may forget you when we are really busy with work or studies. but somehow when we pass by places we've hangout before. you will be missed.

i know you will feel scared, but you must be strong. you can make it. if you still have anything to say to the rest of us. you can bao meng to me. i'll definitely tell them what you want to say.

some greedy thoughts said: if you can. bless us. and po pi we do not get caught by NEA.

i just said the main part to you all. ask her to be happy. because i told her that much things to do.

little cat

2010-02-05T03:28:00.003+08:00

things i hope i can cope with are actually things that i'm afriad of doing.
nothing seems to be handy to me. will make a fool out of it.

as i get older. simple things becomes complicated.
courage and confidence will slowly run away from me.

i was damn discouraged. upset. despair. lifeless. empty. dead. towards the end of 2009.
the feeling is like living in a room alone for weeks without communicating with anyone.
too many things running in your head at the same time. close to being crazy. you hope you can pour everything out to someONE. but there's just no ONE around you.
could only close my eyes tight and pray for a better year a head.

until now i still believe 2010 is better and will be more than what i wish.

2010-02-04T04:08:00.002+08:00

i'm 20 years old.
i'm still doing nothing.

i don't know what's my goal.
i don't know what you want.

but i know that i like you. =]]

2009-03-03T08:52:00.003+08:00

money is always participating in every second of our life.
even when we are alseep. we use fan/ air cond/ bed/ mattress etc.

have you ever thought of some which may be quite lame to some people
but its worth trying.
the question is:
how much does your clothes and accesories that you were wearing today cost?
singlet $25
jacket $20
bums $50
underwear + undershirt $70
slippers $20
ring $25
__________________________
TOTAL $210

all prices rounded up.

if you are free can tag me and tell me yours.
hahhaha

2009-02-02T08:25:00.002+08:00

yoyo! happy chinese new year!
hahaha! so lazy to log in to blog.

i don't know what to blog.
everyday eat sleep work play watch tv.
go back malaysia also so boring.
i'm getting old! i have niece and nephew already!
feel like knowing how will we be after 10 years, 20 years, 30 years
i want to know what i want to be!

this world is just so boring!

2008-11-20T02:01:00.002+08:00

before you talk about someone else's bad. pls look at yourself in the mirror.
don't have the guts to talk right in front of me?
then just jolly well shut your mouth.

if you want to walk into a restaurant. then pls respect the people working there. or at least respect yourself.
letting you have what you were not entiltled to have was good already.
but you bloody bitch still want more from us.
so what if you said it was your son's birthday without/forget bring identity.
i can go different outlet EVERYDAY and say it's my birthday.
whatever bad things you do, nasty things will happen on your child.
that's why your baby girl fell from the baby chair. pity your girl.

the past came back to look for me..

2008-11-18T02:16:00.001+08:00

i'll be really happy if someone could pour out everything that is troubling him/her.
do you understand how 'naked' am i when i tell you something?
i'm here for you. but what i got from your mouth is rubbish.
why can't you be frank with me. i hate being the last to know something about you.
or maybe you feel that i shouldn't be the one
so just fucking tell me in my face. i don't care who will be hurt.
i just want truthful and honest answers.

2008-11-06T06:17:00.003+08:00

it's 6plus in the morning!
i woke up at 5plus because of my nose.
really got frustrated.
no matter how hard i tried to sleep, my nose just irritate me.
i took 2 flu tablets but i didn't feel the effect! WHY?!
i need to sleep!! my body is very tired!!
haiz.

since i'm here i shall comment about one EX-DEPUTY MANAGER in Swensen's.
his name is JEFFREY.
i guess his brain contain marbles.
just confirmed as a DM not long ago and stole $50 cash from cashier float.
because of that $50. he was fired immediately.
he will be the joke of swensen's everytime we see him.
he claimed that his a OPERATION MANAGER of a reaturant which is closed already.
he misused his authority to ask staffs to smoke with him during operation hours.
he LOVE to flirt with female customer/staff.
he thinks he can speak like an american.
he will NEVER admit his mistakes unless caught red handed.
he has this LJ face and his hair is always like glue or gel like a fly will be stuck in his hair. i guess he uses half a bottle of gel everyday?
in short. whatever he does will just make my fellow colleagues and i feel disgusting and we really feel like bashing him up.

after writing all these. i felt only 1% of my whole heart sorry for him. because 99% of my heart is celebrating that he left us and we will have better life. yeah.

2008-10-21T00:48:00.002+08:00

one post per month. lol.
finally log in to my blogger account.
tonnes of things i wish to write about someone in special stream.
but changed my mind because i don't wish someone like this to disturb my life anymore.
just feel that i'm happy and fortunate to have my friends with me.
just that i don't really know how to appreciate all of you. =[[

there may be a drastic change in me. sooner or later.
just hope and pray hard that i can do it. hahaha.

what's past has passed. will live better as the years come by. =]]

Travelling Tragedy

2008-09-26T02:41:00.003+08:00

the first few hours of year 2006,
i walked home from Pending LRT Station to TeckWhyeLane.
because there's no more train in service.

a few months after the first longest walk,
i walked the same distance home.
because there's no more train in service.

and yesturday,
i cycled home from Yishun to TeckWhyeLane with kzai.
because we were too energetic at the beginning.

stupid mandai road. so many hills and slopes. took up 80% of our energy.
and we perspired like we were caught in the rain.

2008-08-05T03:27:00.002+08:00

got no mood for anything!!!

2008-08-01T13:55:00.002+08:00

i had a nightmare. it was so real that i couldn't stop thinking about it that day.
couldn't believe that i don't have faith in myself.
i'm too afraid to speak up. i think i won't and never will.
thanks for all the advise. and this is my decision.

i fell down. it was so deep that i had forgotten how to stand up again.
couldn't believe that i can't move on.
i'm too weak to start anew. i think i won't and never will.
i wish i could. but it's taking ages to work out.

just feel like stopping everything from going to the wrong way inculding myself.
but everything happened for a reason. i can't find myself anymore.

F-U-L-L-S-T-O-P-!

2008-07-20T09:02:00.002+08:00

my family went to malaysia! but i didn't go because they will come back on sunday evening. i have to work on sunday afternoon which is later.

so when to joy's house to play mahjong. we play small small only.. we take out $5 only. i win $5.80 for the 1st round lei! then after that we go buy drinks. the 2nd round we took out another $2. then i lose lose lose. only win 1 or 2 times. lost $1.40 in the end. =[[ thought can earn one meal. haha...

2008-07-12T02:34:00.002+08:00

can't believe it.
walk and walk and walk.
from banjang, lot1. quite near. nvm.
just now from bukitgombak!
doze off on the train. =[[

2008-06-30T23:32:00.003+08:00

Is this the greatest day after 26th feb 2007 ?

i lose control of myself..
this is the biggest thing today..

2008-06-22T03:37:00.002+08:00

is that really happening?

i need some pills.

nothing is going to change..

i will do the best i think i can.

i want to listen to my F.
its so difficult for my mind to follow what i need to do.
thats why i call them F.

i wish i know what i'm doing.

2008-06-02T16:56:00.002+08:00

At the age of 16. i really don't understand tonnes of things.

Now. 18. i don't know i million of things.

i think by 21. i will only know thousands of things.

I will not express myself in my blog as there are some things i will not say unless i'm really bored and nothing to do. if one day i really cannot take it i think i also won't say. LoL.

I'll be happy always. =]]

2008-06-01T14:15:00.007+08:00

I DON'T UNDERSTAND AT ALL!!!

T.T

i'm sleeping now.. nights.

2008-05-27T01:46:00.008+08:00

remember i knocked my head on a wall. bathing time i discovered a bun. =[[

haiz. walked from bukit panjang lrt station to my home.. so damn far. 1/2 hour.

i don't really know what i'm doing. but i know that
seeing her everyday is what makes me move on.
i love spending time with her. =]]

2008-05-25T23:27:00.002+08:00

oh.. today i ate crabs of the size of 2 of my hand. i forgot to take picture. the meat in the spinier was still juicy even after cooked. it's in ang mo kio. it's nice but expensive!

my family = 8 pax = $205.50

sis and her husband paid the bill. haha.

ytd night play mahjong. from 12 plus play until next morning. i lose money.. =[[

unreasonable staffS in SAFRA BOWLING ALLEY!!

2008-05-10T04:19:00.005+08:00

had a quarrel unnecessarily with SAFRA Bowling Alley staff.
both of them we sarcastically unreasonable.
expecting us to pay $2 to them to take out a cue ball after the last game.
hell knows the cue ball would not roll out when we finish the game.
her attitude was definitely not acceptable.
made mistakes, yet stand firm.
but at the same time, afraid of bad reputation.
what for bully teenagers? aren't they part of your customers?
want to collect money to buy a new pool table also not like that one what..

alvin's bday celebration on 6thMay.

2008-05-10T03:21:00.013+08:00

His balloon.

the menu.

wash hand area.

the soft toys thinking of...

the chair we sat on.

last min writing. =D

my order.

I'm very full.

bday boy and his cake.

bday boy wash hands.

the entrance.

group photo.

2008-04-28T23:00:00.002+08:00

yay! i changed my blogskin.. erm.. so called changed la.. haha.. felt a little bored so change lo.. somemore very long didn't change liao..

erm.. today went to gems, customer service.. the lecturer say de we all know liao.. really felt like sleeping.. after that i crash their math tutorial. n went lunch together.

after lunch was CRS. critical reasoning skills. learnt about fallacies which i still don't understand at all. our discussion was about

"should parents take the punishment if their child were to commit crimes?"

our group were to agree about this statement and debate without fallacies..

thats about it...

2008-04-19T03:11:00.002+08:00

bad bad me :

#1 used money that should not be used..
#2 no more transport.. extra expenditure..
#3 hot water..
#4 taxi driver..

2008-04-17T23:14:00.008+08:00

I did some stupid quiz..
this website..Fun Quiz

My sex appeal is 7.6 out of 10.
Ladies beware!!!

Addictive content in my personality is 82%

Beware!!! people easily get addicted to me

Yes 61%
No 24%

2008-04-11T00:42:00.002+08:00

hahaha..
i sleep from 2am to next day 9pm round up is 20 hours..
but i'm still very tired..

later will be a tiring day also..
school starting soon soon and soon...
=[[

today don't know what's wrong with my ass..
sit down that time damn pain ar..
go toilet shit, also damn pain ar... =[[

10 am ECP!! =D

2008-04-01T12:31:00.002+08:00

pay in le! got money le! =D
time to cut my hair!

was thinking about this..
my girlfriend's best friend, is my best friend's girlfriend..
this happened already..

will there be a day whereby
my best friend's girlfriend, is my girlfriend's best friend.. =]]

2008-03-31T04:06:00.001+08:00

wooo... so long didn't blog le.. i still remember my password.. haha
nothing interesting.. just here to check if i still remember my password.. =D

2008-02-22T01:47:00.017+08:00

someone requested this.. cannot think of people le.. only know that i miss my mother.. hahaha.. didn't see her many days liao.......

this is my family with my cousin.. during his ROM..
(left)my bro,his gf,my bro-in-law,my sis,cousin's wife,cousin,my mother,my father,me(right)

(left)my bro,cousin's wife,cousin,me,my sis(right)

this pic is clearer...

in school.. T11

i didn't complete reading that book...

in cafe cartel..

felt bored after dinner.. hahaha!

bill please...

i think no more pics le.. the rest very old one.. you want to see next time then show you ba.......

2008-02-17T03:21:00.002+08:00

went back to malaysia for CNY..

first station was my ah ma's side...

the whole of the car boot was full.. so imagine how many times we(father, mother & me) walked up and down to move those things...

my ah ma's house..

the garden...

we used to play...

i was damn tired when i reached my ah ma's house. just reached home after "class" chalet. reached home during mid night and 3+ have to wake up.. so didn't bother to sleep at home.. just sleep when my father was driving.. after praying and eating reunion lunch, we headed to our second station.. wai po's house...

that's my wai po's house and my mother was squatting there.. hahaha.

this is the real fire cracker...

close up...

its was too loud.. so i have to cover my ears then no hands to take photo when it was lit up.. and it ended with this...

and this...

went to my don't know which aunty's house to bai nian.. her house got well which is still usable..

the 3rd day of CNY we went to cameron highlands. the first place we stopped at was the waterfall...

after that we reached the strawberry farm..

then the cactus farm..

this flower and the angle.... LOL!

we had a tea break.. a cup of teh (which is available in the coffee shops) cost RM$3 for us is okay la.. but for malaysians, its very ex.. the nice scenery while having the tea...

my wai po and wai gong... handsome and pretty..

worked and worked and worked after returning to sg...

after Vday.. this is what we got to do.. LOL!

2008-01-15T00:08:00.000+08:00

haha.. something after christmas.. after taking down christmas deco, i asked china guy to wear an ear ring...

during operation time............

jas want ............. joy!

today's PEEE'S PBIL..

after school.. i was invited by joy to her house to enjoy delicacy of sushi.. but in the end i was the one making all the sushi's with salmon... by the time we finished making them.. i'm already 3/4 full.. because of the food testing... and these are the end products.. haa...... those in container are for sir justin.. =]]

the left overs.. so much! and that's their breakfast for the rest of the day.. haha...

i logged in to my friendster account and saw this msg.... O.O

2008-01-07T03:02:00.000+08:00

erm.. new year... 6 days passed....
my last post was long long long time ago....

erm... i seriously don't know if i should

petty the girls
OR
think that guys are sick
OR
the police aren't doing their job..

[02:24] [warmbat] i ama ch guy
[02:25] [no0bie3] what thing happened?
[02:25] [warmbat] ugh
[02:25] [warmbat] i didnt plan it
[02:25] [warmbat] ic
[02:25] [warmbat] both my sis cameback before 12am
[02:26] [warmbat] with her gf
[02:26] [warmbat] ..so we watched count down at home
[02:26] [warmbat] i dont know why...
[02:26] [no0bie3] then?
[02:26] [warmbat] her gf very attarctive
[02:26] [warmbat] ...i was...
[02:26] [warmbat] :(
[02:26] [warmbat] i remeber my friend passed me some pills
[02:26] [warmbat] he said its safe and fun
[02:27] [warmbat] he worked in a pub before...
[02:27] [warmbat] i took it out... and powered it
[02:27] [warmbat] i mixed into the coke...
[02:28] [warmbat] .
[02:30] [warmbat] ?
[02:31] [no0bie3] then?
[02:31] [warmbat] uhm
[02:31] [warmbat] i know it bad
[02:31] [warmbat] they didnt know it
[02:32] [warmbat] after like an hour...the effect came
[02:32] [warmbat] they were like a bit blurr blurr,,
[02:32] [warmbat] but awake
[02:32] [warmbat] just blurr blurr
[02:32] [no0bie3] oo
[02:32] [no0bie3] and then?
[02:32] [warmbat] i grap her gf
[02:32] [warmbat] ...
[02:32] [warmbat] she didnt seem to resist
[02:32] [warmbat] i kiss her gf.
[02:32] [warmbat] i mean my sisters friend
[02:32] [warmbat] she didint seem to resist me.
[02:33] [no0bie3] and then?
[02:33] [warmbat] uhm
[02:33] [warmbat] i touch her
[02:33] [warmbat] .
[02:33] [warmbat] stripped her
[02:33] [warmbat] we were in the sitting room
[02:34] [no0bie3] then?
[02:34] [warmbat] it wnt on for 1/2 hour
[02:34] [warmbat] both my sisters were sitting on the sofa
[02:34] [warmbat] they watched us!
[02:34] [warmbat] but they never do anything
[02:34] [warmbat] i think they also blurr blurr and high
[02:35] [warmbat] i
[02:36] [warmbat] u there?
[02:41] [no0bie3] ya
[02:41] [warmbat] oook
[02:41] [warmbat] u so quiet
[02:42] [no0bie3] erm.. playing game ma..
[02:42] [warmbat] ok
[02:58] [no0bie3] you don't want to say le ar?

no reply after that...

2007-12-06T23:45:00.001+08:00

some things happening from the last time i blog.. =D

went shopping with mama de family saw some cute shoes..

and well designed shoes..

my ger was so into smoothing her bone after a long while..

my melody box.. due on this tues. i spray paint on mon night and use correction fluid and alvin's marker to add some stupid words and drawings..

tues night my colleague's group and i went to ksters at lucky chinatown. after singing we went to have supper with sir justin. =]] on the way there one new family developed.. lol..

this is the informal one..

the formal one..

and the formal two..

TODAY I SHI SHENG LE!!!!

2007-11-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

wah... today so tired.. last night work till 11pm reach home about 1 am le.. this morning 8.30 am lesson.. woke up at 8 am, attended the last 1/2 hour of math tutorial.. lol.. checked mst paper..

when it's finally end of lessons and assignment for the day.. geena, alvin and i went to play pool and dinner.. =D

dinner time was hilarious. i ordered a bowl of udon noodles. it doesn't come with a set.. so i need to get a drink.. i asked if there was iced peach tea.. the staff said, "no more peach tea, left with fu-pi-ji-ti." i turned to alvin and gave him a question mark face. lol... after that i asked another staff.. she point to me fruit punch tea. alvin, geena and i had a good laugh...

2007-11-25T01:48:00.000+08:00

erm.. this is on saturday... wcp after geena's canoeing. after my breakfast + lunch with my sister and don't know what xq do...

i took bus with xq to wcp.. i 'tong' 55 cents.. lol...

actually they were very enthu about going to wcp but in the end i play the most.. lol..

geena's mei tui, not mei tui anymore =[[

can you spot me? =D

in conclusion.. XQ IS AFRAID OF HEIGHTS!!

2007-11-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

PICTURES ALWAYS ILLUSTRATE EVERYTHING.......

this is XQ's birthday celeration at....

2007-11-19T02:05:00.000+08:00

met up with justin recently to have supper and chats..
anybody who go out with him won't feel bored..
he had gone through lots of difficulties and of course he had enjoyable moments also. that means he had lots of experiences in life. every time he will share some of his past with us and tell us jokes..

that time when we met, joy asked him to tell us what he feel and know about everyone present there. he said that i'm a happy go lucky person, don't care what's going to happen tomorrow and seldom expose my feeling to anyone unless i really trust that person. good and bad all said. but he told us that we don't really have weak points.

sometimes i feel that i'm a kind of person who break promises easily. not on those like you tell me something then i will go tell other people. NO not about keeping secrets.
an example will be like this. i told my parents i will be back by what time then most probably i won't appear at that time.
not appearing at the right place and the right time. this character of mine made someone mad. after giving a thought, maybe its the laziness in me.

i don't feel like studying, working, playing games, stepping out of my house/room/bed. i just feel like sleeping through my days, weeks, months, years, life. just don't have the mood to do those things i should do be doing.

i'm sorry. i really don't know what to do.

2007-10-31T01:13:00.000+08:00

like very long didn't update my blog le..
haha.. busy with school.. but now is E-learning week.. no need care so much..

do until head explode...

my laoma de specs.. haha..

my laopa wearing shirt and boxer only!!

my gerger before hair cut..

that all for the pass few days or weeks..
study and work and play game.. =D

2007-10-16T15:56:00.000+08:00

went to malaysia on saturday with my family. reached my uncle's new house at 7.30 am. had breakfast in a coffee house near their home.. i had two half-boiled eggs of kampong chicken, nasilamak, fried beehoon and a cup of teh.. haha.. eat so much.. after finish eating the adults chit-chat while my cousins and i asked IQ questions.. was too bored already.. play with the tea spoons..

the tea spoon is flying..

just now was one.. now is 2

after breakfast we went to central area to do our shopping.. =]]
after shopping we had tea time because its 3 plus le.. we go home and bathe then go have dinner.. then go home sleep.. from 11pm sleep till 9 am. go wash up and had breakfast. we plan to go the waterfall to play.. but on the way there my uncle called up told us that his brother passed away.. then we go back lo...

we went to eat ah sam fish.. the taste of the gravy... sour and spicy.. oishi! my father sit beside me.. he perspire a lot when he eat spicy food..
the amount of serviettes he used..

in malaysia.. chinese like to have a pot of chinese tea when we have our meals.. its like so rare in singapore...

after lunch we travelled back to singapore...

at night i went to look for kzai.. i drank yakult. haha. =D

2007-10-10T02:07:00.000+08:00

things are not smooth..
even though it seems to be good..
but you don't know things that occurred in it..

tears....

2007-10-08T02:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. i think this weekend suck..
all the customer suck..
all the supervisor suck too...

friday night i work with supervisor.. muslim break fast that time i can't breathe.. my station In-Charge go fountain.. because fountain is a muslim.. so my station IC go fountain to take care until that muslim come back.. 7 the muslim went off.. my manager told me she will help me in my station.. at first she got help.. help half way.. she pass me an order.. told me that she need to bring in customer..

at that time i was like.. har?!? that means i'm alone? in the most busy station? then i start to feel du lan.. really fuck up lo.. but jingwen got help me.. amost 8pm my station IC then come back.. imagine how i suffer in that hour.. i feel so tired after 8pm. later at night i still need to do closing.. luckily ryan got help me to mop floor.. =D

saturday i work afternoon and night.. afternoon was alright la.. not that busy.. at night i work with my brother! haha.. so happy.. the whole restaurant was in a mess except our station.. haha.. =D 1 DM and 1 supervisor de station also can be so messy.. but 2 staff de station so nice.. haha!

sunday i work night.. its table 9 again.. a elder sister brought a younger sister to eat ice cream.. haha.. the elder sister so chio lo.. JJ, ZF, XT, TX and sal keep talking about her.. lol.. just like that time.. a girl dine in alone.. ordered a ribeye steak and a ice mocha.. hahaha... so crazy.. i still remember.. when is another chio bu going to dine in at table 9 again? after that table 9 thing.. work start to suck again..

at about 8.45 the whole restaurant was quite empty liao.. was preparing to do closing liao.. then at 9 so many couple come in.. that farker supervisor put in my station.. nevermind.. at 9.45 liao still put in my station.. i soda the table liao still say thank you to me and put the customer there.. i was so du lan lo.. my station take a longer time to close finish.. 9.45 the customer start to see the menu.. what time then eat finish? out station got table and closing is much faster lo..

fark her man.. supervisor so what? do thing with out brain.. you ask your staff to do things then you don't trust them.. still need to question them in a loud voice? don't trust me then still ask me to do for what? you can just simply stand and do nothing at your out station what... what for come in? if she don't come in i think i will work faster lo..

after that i end my day with joy.. because took train home with JJ ZF and XT. haha.. we talked about our past in swensens.. lol.. so funny...

2007-09-27T01:23:00.000+08:00

this was on tuesday... lantern festival..

alvin's pen and math lecture class..

evening time when to meet kzai, ky, yk, val, al for dinner plus play fire.. later got 2 person join in.. i learn how to make rocket that will fly.. then i left first.. went to boonlay to wait for kel, joy, jas. then go to joy house area play fire again.. haha.. i made 2 rocket.. 1st one didn't fly at all.. still standing upright.. next one got fly ar.. haha.. so excited..

thats what i play.. haha..

joy go make her birthday cake..
later we line our own name.. and light together..

while the candles are still buring.. we start taking photos.. lol.. kel's phone is charging at home.. so kel no zi lian.. haha.. we suddenly remember grace.. ex pt csr
kel and i tried to be like her.. haha..

2007-09-24T21:38:00.000+08:00

something wrong with my mind.. pls ignore me for this few days... i need to clear my mind.. thats why these days i'm thinking slow.. colleagues say me.. classmates also say.. too much data.. lag..

2007-09-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

wednesday after work go eat with sir jus.. then keep talking about the problems regarding work.. from 12 am to 2 am.. then kel and i listen until peng.. after that go joy house play mahjong..starting keep losing.. then going to finish that time i got some money back.. then next day off..

go to sentosa with ahvin, ahqi, weijun, yuefei, qingfang and jeremy. 7 we left sentosa. i go ps meet kel and joy to collect cake.. haha.. then go kel's house celebrate kel de mama birthday. that night.. joy finally know why kel is so quiet. haha.. then we meet jas go home cut cake.. after that we play mahjong again.. jas don't know how to play.. then we teach her.. she sit my left hand side.. i can only eat her cards.. she keep on throwing those dong nan xi bei i anything also cannot eat.. i play until peg qeg.

we play until 4 then joy and jas work 9 they need to go home first.. then 5.45 left kel house.. they send me home 1st then go work.. i sleep for about 2 and a half hour then kel call me.. tell me that i work 12 to 5 not 5 to 11.. i wish i can faint.. then i count wrong time.. i reach ps 1 hour earlier.. then i and kel sleep at the sofa seat.. sleep until so song.. still very tired.. yawning all the way. i sleep until 11.50 then no time to eat liao.. so hungry.. haha.. finally end work liao then we go foodcourt eat.. very full... kel work till 11pm.. steam ar..

good nights..

2007-09-18T03:16:00.000+08:00

so many things..

i learn cashier.. last monday.. sunday got someone ncns.. then i be cashier... sunday shouldn't be busy de... but then that sunday so damn busy.. 2 malay woman, 1 buy mooncake.. the traditional one somemore.. another 1 ask cr card.. so attitude..

1st one ask this ask that.. i don't know how to answer.. then shoot me.. say this is not a school.. this is your work place.. that time so busy wait a while won't die one right.. very du lan ar...

2nd one ask the cr card and promo thing.. i'm trying to settle one bill then she ask ask ask.. after a while 2 or 3 more bill come liao.. then i explain liao she still don't understand.. so du lan liao still ask.. keep on explaining hope she understand.. then anyhow assume..

there's someone whom i care a lot, lost someone in her life.. i hope she fel better with our accompany.. reaching home late and not going home recently.. for the whole of my school holiday i didn't see my mama.. =[[

cannot remember which day we go party world..

then go do what she feel like doing... ytd she wanna play candle.. then play lo..

i line my name out.. =D

light up my name..

see other people doing what.. haha..

burn half liao..

then suddenly think of someone..

we had a little camp fire.. haha..

this monday.. got one new staff.. they plan that new guy and me one station.. don't know he got absorbed what i taught him today.. he looks guai lan before he start work.. but later he look a little weak lei.. refill ice water also shivering.. i ask him why he say he don't know.. maybe 1st day of work then nervous ba.. i also don't know.. after that got so many chio bu in the restaurant.. haha.. kel and i keep playing.. i like supervisor.. teaching him how to do closing.. hehe..

end of summary...

2007-09-10T01:50:00.000+08:00

wah.. if one day i happened to see my parents awake.. they will surely suan me.. if not they will scream at me.. i didn't see my mother since my holiday started.. i had been working 6 days a week since my school holiday started.. my off day i spent with either colleagues or classmates.. and some times i didn't go home.. because late liao.. cab home very expensive.. so just sleep in my colleague's house..

today i was so shocked to see my brother msging me.. hehe.. because he in army ma.. then he told me he bought 2 bags from minitoons for me.. bo dai bo ji buy bag for me.. haha.. today i work so slack lei.. i eat snake for 2 times in one day.. 1st time at 3 then i had my break time at 5 after that i go eat snake at 9.45 haha.. at night so relax..

10.45 do finish closing.. waiting for time to pass then punch card.. 11.10 no one in outlet liao.. haha.. i go home.. take bus.. sleep.. then go coffee shop alone to eat.. i ate fish bluff beehoon.. and drank teh o peng.. then wsit there watch the tv until 1.. go home.. blog.. =D

2007-09-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

woo hoo.. today off.. got nothing to do..

tuesday also off.. spent my time with my colleagues.. because monday is joy's birthday.. then we extend her birthday celebration.. haha.. kel and i meet earlier to buy her present.. haha.. we bought panties in bugis street.. so funny lo.. so many people look at us.. after buying then we hungry liao.. go bugis cafe eat spaghetti..

go to ps to meet joy and jas.. off day also go ps.. we really love ps alot.. haha.. after meeting up.. we dine in at pizza hut.. birthday girl like the most de restaurant.. they eat i drink only.. full like hell liao.. after eating we go sing song at party world.. sing until heh heh chuan.. sing until half way... the siao char borh jump onto me.. shock sia.. so disgusting.. hair stand.. i want to run then she pull me to her sia.. faster run to kelson side.. so kong bu!

after that we go play pool.. i kept a distance from that siao char borh.. i play pool that time they keep eating my tou fu.. piak my butt.. touch my butt.. then use leg to seduce me.. so disgusting.. hehe.. i win the whole session.. so paiseh.. i play every game but then not i pay.. haha.. after that we go park hotel swensens eat.. =D then kel and i zi lian.. haha..

then today... off also.. so tired.. 4 am sleep.. 11 am wake up.. +_+ eat salty egg and salty hotdog.. kel cook one.. then they go work.. i go home.. before i go home i go cut hair.. hair too long.. cannot stand liao.. bahte le jiu play game.. see see blog.. see see friendster.. watch kids central.. go out.. go chinese garden with ahvin, ahqi and weijun.. ahqi ask ahvin and i to go cheers to buy dinner while waiting for them.. =\ we eat cup noodles outside mrt station.. funny funny feeling..

go inside the garden jiu climb 7 stories high de building liao.. sweat + leg cramp + out of breath.. old liao.. then we walk walk take pics =D

2007-09-07T02:19:00.000+08:00

okay la.. okay la.. blog la.. got nothing to do.. =D

yesturday work like hell.. so busy.. run here run there.. walking into my station with empty tray.. come out with a mountain of plates and glass wares.. imagine a weekday's sales is reaching saturday's sales.. i thought weekday can relax a bit but.. cannot.. drink water also no time.. i go play game le.. =D

2007-09-03T04:15:00.000+08:00

no0bie3 is me.. helo is one 27 year old guy... --___--

[03:45] i did soemthing crazy
[03:45] ..
[03:45] what?
[03:45] i bought them cloth
[03:45] cost me almost $300
[03:45] both my sis
[03:45] i bought for them
[03:46] they agreed to wear it,,, show off...in it
[03:46] wah..
[03:46] yep looor
[03:46] crazy right me?
[03:46] you are such a good brother..
[03:46] i am not
[03:46] i lost my self control.. ;(
[03:47] ..u seem gal kena spiked before?
[03:47] ?
[03:47] spiked?
[03:47] means?
[03:47] ugh disco
[03:47] alot
[03:47] spiked = drugged
[03:47] like put something in the drink..then later high?
[03:48] u seem gal kena before?
[03:49] my friend sold me the pill
[03:49] he told me its harmless
[03:49] so itried it
[03:49] ..
[03:49] i dropped it into their coke... :(
[03:49] my gf knock out...
[03:49] then?
[03:49] then?
[03:50] both my sisters were semi-concius
[03:50] ..
[03:50] i ..
[03:50] then?
[03:50] i stripped them
[03:50] :(
[03:50] then?
[03:50] took adv
[03:50] ..
[03:50] wah kao..
[03:50] me a very bad bro???
[03:50] :(
[03:50] yep
[03:50] 3 girls in one nigh?
[03:50] yep
[03:51] they woke up 12 pm
[03:51] then?
[03:51] naked in bed
[03:51] all 3
[03:51] then?
[03:51] then?
[03:51] ..
[03:51] my gf freak out!
[03:51] she was shock
[03:51] then?
[03:51] break?
[03:51] she ... almost report me
[03:51] yep
[03:51] she run off...never to see me again
[03:52] both my sis were speecless also
[03:52] then?
[03:52] they ask me if i had sex wit them
[03:52] i todl tem nope
[03:52] oo
[03:52] they were glad
[03:52] i didnt
[03:52] yep
[03:53] but i leave love bite on them!
[03:53] the dog one..
[03:53] my older sis
[03:53] oo
[03:53] ugh
[03:53] wah...
[03:53] she is 25
[03:53] sexy ?? also
[03:53] i left love bite on them both
[03:53] they were so paseh
[03:53] paiseh
[03:54] me very bad brother...i admit
[03:55] haiz..
[03:55] am i?
[03:55] how can you like that?
[03:55] know
[03:55] i know
[03:55] and i didnt stop!
[03:55] ..
[03:55] after 2 day
[03:55] i spiked them again
[03:55] ?_?
[03:55] i drugged them again
[03:56] at home.
[03:56] ..
[03:56] wah.
[03:56] yep
[03:56] then your mama know or not?
[03:56] she doesnt know
[03:56] she doesnt know
[03:56] she went to stay with a friend
[03:56] she dont come back often
[03:56] my mum best friend had cancer...and is recovering from it
[03:57] so my mum has been staying with her to help..
[03:57] that y i so...daring at home!
[03:57] yep loor
[03:57] uncontrolable
[03:58] oo
[03:58] this time.i told them we had sex!
[03:58] wah..
[03:58] :( both my sis almost fainted
[03:58] yep
[03:58] they said they "lost" eveything to me
[03:58] both told me they feel very cheap..
[03:58] are they sad or not?
[03:59] i have seen their body...and touch everthing
[03:59] they both.... very paiseh
[03:59] they dare not lok at me...
[03:59] embrassed
[03:59] paiseh only meh?
[03:59] paiseh only meh?
[03:59] specially when i told them we had sex
[03:59] no ler
[03:59] they told me...they have no self esteem
[03:59] they feel like ..a kind of toy...
[04:00] that i enjoy 'playing' with them when ever i like...
[04:00] they feel very... embrassed lor
[04:00] they got angry with you or not?
[04:00] at 1st got
[04:00] but then after 2 days
[04:00] they didnt talk to me
[04:00] ...but on the 3rd day
[04:00] ..
[04:01] i
[04:01] ..
[04:01] what?
[04:01] i locked them in my bedroom
[04:01] they wouldnt run or avoid me...
[04:01] ..
[04:01] then?
[04:01] i kiss...
[04:01] what you did to them?
[04:01] :)
[04:01] mouth to mouth
[04:01] gently
[04:01] with the older one 1st
[04:02] she didnt want to at 1st
[04:02] i force her to
[04:02] mouth to mouth
[04:02] ...
[04:02] then after like about 10 min...she started to give in to me
[04:02] ..
[04:02] u kiss before?
[04:02] u kiss before?
[04:02] french?
[04:02] ...
[04:03] u kiss before??
[04:03] what do you think?
[04:03] yes?
[04:03] :)
[04:03] ...
[04:03] then u kow the feelng right
[04:03] ..
[04:03] i french with the older one....
[04:03] gently..
[04:03] until she finally...feel..nice.. lor
[04:04] we continue to kiss......
[04:04] ...
[04:04] got like 1/2 hr.
[04:04] then?
[04:04] yep
[04:04] finally she admit
[04:04] that she also enjoy it
[04:04] haha
[04:04] yep
[04:04] then?
[04:05] i tld them they are the 2 most sexy gal in thsi world
[04:05] and that i love them both
[04:05] even as their bro/ i cant control my love for them
[04:05] cause they are very sexy!
[04:05] i thik they like my words...
[04:05] ..
[04:06] the younger one...also....let me kiss...
[04:06] both feel "happy' loor
[04:06] we keep kissng... :)
[04:06] ...
[04:06] yep
[04:06] we had sex.
[04:06] ..
[04:07] but with a condom..!
[04:07] they will only let me if i promise to use a condom..
[04:07] i prmise them that loor
[04:07] ....
[04:07] yep
[04:08] till now loor
[04:08] but my gf broke off with me
[04:08] she never want to see me or us again
[04:08] siao...
[04:08] ?
[04:08] y
[04:08] siao?
[04:08] ??
[04:08] y
[04:08] nothing...
[04:08] uhmm
[04:09] am i really very evil?
[04:09] to seduce own sisters?
[04:09] ?
[04:09] talk ler??
[04:09] i don't know...
[04:10] but...still
[04:10] they like me now
[04:10] both
[04:10] ..
[04:10] do u mind..ugh
[04:10] think my sis is awake..
[04:10] :(
[04:11] what do i mind?
[04:11] ugh
[04:11] 8152 7415
[04:11] can call me?
[04:11] ...
[04:11] yours?
[04:12] just 5 mins that all

freak sia.. i ignore that person straight away...

2007-09-03T03:34:00.000+08:00

wahahaha... ytd i didn't go home.. we do closing until very late.. left the outlet at about 12. so tired.. no bus no train.. so i decided to go my colleague's house.. =D got eat supper nea sir jus de house.. then got one run away bill.. haha.. we pay seperately ma..then that guy come and collect money only collect one group only.. didn't collect another group.. we wait until wanna sleep liao he also didn't remember.. then sir jus decided to go.. lol..

we go home see see com a while jiu go sleep le.. joy was very excited about her birthday.. she sing sing, kel snoring.. i play my hp de game.. then when she decided to sleep that time i also sleep le.. i slept sweetly.. lol.. they work 3 but i work 5.. after they when to work.. i go home le..

go home jiu faster bathe.. bathe le jiu look at the clock.. wah.. late liao.. haha.. then so nice.. my brother also wanna go ps.. then he drove me there.. hehe.. i punch my card at 17:00 haha... today i so lazy to work lei.. see all the children running here and there.. so noisy.. i more bu shuang.. then i so hungry.. in the end i very bu shuang..

after 12 is joy's bird day.. then she keep looking at the time.. until its 12.. we all shake hand... haha.. we go to tiong bahru blk 55 to eat zi cha.. after eating we.....

sing song.......

make wish...

blow candle...

cut cake..

remove candle..

bite the last candle stand...

then bill.. then jia tian jia.. =D

2007-08-31T03:32:00.000+08:00

hehe.. today..

i mean ytd.. work work.. i sleep until 2pm.. lol.. after that i slowly slowly prepare for work.. 3.15 i went out.. i ate jelly.. those childhood eat de jelly.. as nice as before.. =D i eat until very dirty.. the liquid "shoot" out! haha! the bus driver drive damn slow.. like 20km/h only.. --___--

reached outlet just nice to join in their break time.. =D then work with wid.. i think i'm getting more and more lazy liao.. so many people say i fat liao.. haha.. adrain came to outlet today.. say i grow fat liao.. haha! today i plan closing.. hehe.. plan myself go throw rubbish.. can eat snake.. haha.. after that continue to do closing.. life without that woman so great.. haha..

after work i go hougang find kel and joy. =D train with sir jus.. he asked me why indians are darker.. haha.. i told him my story and he told me mine.. his story is.. chinese make love with the lights on.. so very fair..malays are more romantic.. so they make the light dimmer.. so result = not that fair.. tamils off the light to make love.. so = dark.. haha..

after that we walk here and walk there to withdraw money.. first atm that we went to rosak.. then some people hungry.. eat liao then walk back.. after that someones gf hungry.. then walk to another place to buy food for that gf.. after that i feel like shitting.. the cooffee shop toilet very the "spacious" i hardly squeeze in and close the door.. fast fast shit liao jiu come out.. the fragrant very the "nice" also..

go home rest.. on the way home chat chat.. haha.. hmmm.. i think is all the way chat chat.. =D

2007-08-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

yesturday went to spinelli sit sit talk talk so bored..

today ballooning.. =\

my bee..

prize..

teacher teach de flower..

salmon teach de flower.. 2 petals gone.. 1 lao hong.. 1 burst.. haha..

all in a bag..

after that go home sleep.. weijie called ask me to work.. but i tired.. i also don't want to see some people.. just now sleep so much.. later sure cannot sleep de.. haiz..

2007-08-28T01:03:00.000+08:00

yay! good news.. i'm not going to work with that bitch anymore.. she's gonna transfer to ctp by this week.. no need to work with lazy + irresponsible + heartless + disgusting bitch liao.. what a relieve man.. when i'm back to work.. i don't have to see her anymore.. what a mess she created in our life.. everything should be over and end with happy ending.. if she never appear in our outlet again.. =]]

well.. today still suck.. working with her.. but nevermind.. maybe today is my last day with her.. tomorrow not working.. so... i think should be last day.. lol.. until now i still don't understand how come there's still such people in this world.. or maybe i see this world without looking at the bad side.. nevermind.. i think i won't put these bad people in my mind.. i'll live my life without bad people.. i'll avoid meeting them..

=D looking forward to tomorrow's balloon class.. with XL!! and ahqi and ahvin! =]]

2007-08-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

woo.. yesturday last day of exam.. =D

went home and rot till 7pm then chiong ar.. go out.. lol..
traffic jam.. if not i have to wait longer... that xiao jie so slow...
we go don't know which restaurant to eat waffle and drink.. after that talk talk then go back outlet wait for them...

vincent join us for supper.. haha.. the topic was about online games for the whole supper.. kel and i act that we know everything and entertain ourselves.. haha.. then stayed over night at joy's house..

the next day which is today.. reached home at about 4. rotting and rotting..
still rotting until 7.30pm =D campus superstar..
shawn = male winner + champion
keely = female winner

i felt very irritated while watching tv.. my parents keep on asking the same questions for 2 to 3 times about the show then after that nag at me for using the com for so long.. haiz.. *faint*

wow wow wow... i'm shivering.. help me pls.. someone's threatening me.. should i stay at home and hide under my mami's skirt? if you think you have the power to do or get anything you want.. then you are too naive.. i can help by slapping you awake.. or maybe not.. maybe i'll ask some other people to do it.. i don't wish to dirty my hands.. if you really think you are that bitch i'm refering to here.. then pls come and confront me.. don't need to bark around like mad dog.. and if you wanna bite.. pls don't bite my friends.. my friends are innocent.. thanks a lot.......

2007-08-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

oh... that bitch finally viewed my blog.. i think she was too surprised that i will comment about her in my blog.. i think she should be very proud.. she's so popular in my blog.. and i'm still writing about her..

don't think that i don't know who viewed my blog.. if you think you are the one.. then you are the one so popular now.. you must thank me if one day you are fucked by other people.. i'm the one who's advertising for you.. don't forget about me alright..

hmmm.. so much of saying this ke lian de girl.. i think i'm feeling better liao.. i shall continue my life without these people appearing in my storybook..

this week + last week = exam week
new formula.. LoL.. exam ma.. must study lo.. we treat the library as our home.. =]]

this one is don't know friday or thursday.. can't remember..

this one is today... LoL..

2007-08-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

wah kao..i swear i didn't meet such bitchy girl ever in my life..
please la.. for goodness sake.. if you want to say anything unpleasent on someone.. please look at yourself in the mirror first? from what you say and what you have done.. you just totally look like a wolf in a sheep's skin..

this girl that i'm mentioning really is worse tehn a bitch.. so disgusting.. i really don't wish to polite my blog but i just can't simply sit here and see how my brother is being discriminated.. i really don't know how come there's such a person polluting this world.. even though you guys can't be like what you thought.. you also don't have to discriminate that person right? what's the purpose of saying and doing all these when everything is over? trying to show that your a better person, someone with great beauty which lots of blind guys love? i really have no eyes to see anymore.. just simply feel like slapping this bitch.. someday you will get something more then just a slap...

2007-08-14T23:28:00.000+08:00

from friday work till sun day.. so sian..
firday night after work go meet lirong..
saturday night after work go hougang play pool..
sunday night after work go cine play pool then go park hotel eat eat..
monday go jurong east library study..
today stay at home study..

friday night.. everyone de leg very pain.. friend carry friend.. so funny..

2007-08-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

zi lian sang by show luo zhixiang

说我爱你
从男人的心里
是最难表达诚实的秘密
说你愿意
靠在我肩的你
是最难抗拒动人的回应

你扬起的嘴角
给我爱情的动力
弯弯的眼睛
藏不住你孩子气
看着我在你眼里
眼神是如此肯定
那就是我一直等待着美丽

我承认我爱上你的美
你的脸和你的眉
让我面对自己无法再自恋
oh baby
我承认我爱上你的美
你让全宇宙失眠
让我爱到像流星一样的坠
我才发现

看你泛红的脸说出模糊的话语
我的心只听见你心里的回音
看着我在你眼睛
眼神是如此肯定
那就是我一直等待着美丽

我承认我爱上你的美
你的脸和你的眉
让我面对自己无法再自恋
oh baby
我承认我爱上你的美
你让全宇宙失眠
让我爱到像流星一样的坠
我才发现

睡不能睡脑海都是你画面
oh 幸福帮我剪接你的笑脸
我承认我爱上你的美
你的美没有虚伪
让我爱你爱到忘了我是谁
oh baby
因为你我爱上夜的黑
像搭着无人地铁
开向你为我设的专署路线
终于看见
我承认我爱上你的

2007-08-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

what a day...

ahqi, ahvin n ahting came to lot1 to have breakfast + lunch with me.. after that we went back to school.. glad that i still can understand something during tuitorial class.. lol..

after class ahqi n i wait for the arrival of our guest of honour.. =P ahqi wasn't feeling well because of the scrotching sun.. after that we got things done and then i saw something cute.. lol.. i saw a 10 year old girl jumping with joy.. =D

went to ps after that.. waited for 1 hour plus for kel n mummy to end their movie.. i walk in and out of the arcade don't know how many times.. and was damn hungry.. =\ after that we ate something in the food court..

then go daiso.. because kel didn't go before.. they bought a few things then mummy went off.. left with kel, angel n me.. we went to pool.. =D after pool kel n i went home..

walking towards my block, i saw someone familiar.. it was justin.. and a few of her cousins.. lol.. then talk talk talk until 12 plus plus then go home.. =D

ahqi.. must zhen zhuo ok.. we will support you..

2007-08-03T21:53:00.000+08:00

this week sucked like shit.
seems like everything happening at the wrong time and always wrong.. everything is so wrong!

sian until i come and blog.. my brother in law use my lappy.. i got no choice but to use this stupid laggy desktop. so more my room now so hot.. =\ like hell like that..

special corner..
didn't see you online.. i feel totally restless and miss you a lot.. there's one sentence is wish to say.. nwo zhan hai hou gua ju lei ar.. hope you didn't forget what that means..

i don't know why i will feel this way.. maybe you don't feel that same.. but to be honest, my mind never stop thinking of you for one hour, min, or sec. i just don't know why i feel this way.. i feel a little silly at times.. but this is how i feel.

heart ar heart.. why you like that? keep thinking of her.. how can? you keep thinking of her then no need to do other things le la? your exams coming le lei.. cannot keep thinking of girls liao.. *shake head shake head*

2007-08-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

why this week like that? everyone so sad and down.. people like ky n chanel with problem with their love ones. rain praying for love to arrive.. alvin still quite unstable with his emotions. xueqi keep =\ about don't know what thing.. haiz..

everyone so sad... i also got affected a little.. why must everyone be so down... just see open abit jiu okay le ma..

emm ji dim gai, gum mat har zao nwo zhan hai hou gua ju hei. dan hai yao emm ji dim gai, yao yan ji dou nwo zhong yi hei gor zhan, nwo gae sum qeng zao bin zor.. zou mea zhong yi yan dey, yao gang kei ta yan ji dou lei?

2007-07-30T20:31:00.000+08:00

when i reply tag in my blog, i saw something that should be changed long ago.. =]] its my wishlist.. i don't deny that i was totally lost when i lost her.. but after a while i feel that we are meant to be there for each other for any thing happened..
i have to grow up! =D

actually i'm glad that most people don't understand my previous post.. =]]

my parents forced me to go out with book everyday.. i hate book! book sucks!

2007-07-22T01:38:00.000+08:00

gum mat nwo tong lei gong yat di syut wa..
nwo lum, lei hai ji dou hei dey hai meh yi si.
dan hai, nwo emm ji lei meng emm meng nwo gong di meh yea..
nwo ji dou lei gey sum yao lum ju yat gor yan.
dan hai, nwo emm hew fong hei gey.

hehe.. this is some thing for me to know and for others who understands to know.. if you don't then you can try to ask me.. LoL..

2007-07-08T23:23:00.000+08:00

friday after work go eat supper with colleagues. reached home at about 2.30 like that.. still don't feel like sleeping so use computer to watch show.. when my mother wake up, i off com then lie down.. fall asleep liao.. haha.. 5 o'clock wake up bathe then go malaysia liao.

i sleep throughout all the journey. veyr tired. at first i thought i can have a good rest in my auntie's house. then later my papa come back drag me along. then they go to so many places.. i also can't remember.. i was like sleep walking. about evening time we go to muar. then go eat. after eat we go shopping then reach my uncle's house liao i start to feel like shitting. then i go toilet. shit until my asshole pain ar. after that we go home. on the way home haven't reach expressway that time i feel like shitting again. i hold that shit until i very kang kor.. =\ then reached one malay stall then i go shit.. shit until my asshole pain again.. felt so weak at that time..then i went back to my father's car and sleep all the way back home..

reach home liao is 11pm liao. i shit for 2 times then i go sleep. the next morning i called outlet. jingwen picked up the phone. i can't go to work.. after that i continue sleeping. haha. sleep until 3 pm. wake up play computer.. then my sister bought po pia for me. =D

evening time go eat in tenmile then go buy some things then go home liao..

2007-06-30T02:49:00.000+08:00

woo hoo! mst over liao and i'm not going to pass.. lol..

haiz.. wednesday got no test.. i asked kelson what time end work.. the reply was 5. when i reached there at 5.30 he told me start work at 5. =\

then i heard that rachel was being terminated.. =\ no more anyhow.. go there eat then the stupid downut so tired.. then sleep.. got evidence!

then i nothing to do jiu take photo.. =D

after that go makan.. then that silly girl cry ar..

next day is thursday got programming test. roughly down the questions.. don't think i'll pass.. haha.. after that day is friday got math test.. i also don't think i'll pass.. haiz.. anyway it's 5% of the whole module test.. hack care..

continue talking about friday. after test i rush for work.. i eat then do some things jiu late liao.. haha.. today work quite okay la.. not as tiring.. because today i'm stationed at a very easy place.. haha.. after work go makan again.. ar circuit road. so nice lei.. then now i'm at home blogging.. haha..

2007-06-17T03:02:00.000+08:00

hehe.. i come and blog lo..
now is 3am plus le.. so is considered yesturday's posting..
i went to clementi de one old folks home.. then we go do CIP. there very warm switch on fan also very warm.. i mop the floor for them.. mop until i sweat like hell.. haha..
after mopping we go play some games like cards and mahjong with them..

their lunch time we went off le.. we go eat and then go play pool.. =D

our joker.. lol...

2007-05-30T00:51:00.000+08:00

sighs.. i'm having a hard time forgetting you man..

yesturday i find some stupid excuses to visit you at work. i don't have much time to spend with you n to see you. and i know i'm going to miss you like hell..

sometimes i really don't like this feeling.. i don't have the attitude to tell you off right in front of you.. because i don't wish to spoil our relationship. i don't wish to lose you as my buddy as well. i hope you really understand how i am to feel right now. to tell you seriously i'm very very not happy about yesturday.. i know i shouldn't but that's how my heart and mind reacted. i can't help myself too.. at that point time even until now. i felt useless.. you told me that you would stop your actions. but i didn't see any progress.. i'm really pissed of right now.. couldn't find someone to talk to.. so i typed out.. i don't know how much i can actually trust you anymore.. i really felt being betrayed. I HATE THIS FEELING! I'm sorry but i still have to say YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE! A BLOODY DARN FARKER!

after i proposed to her i felt relieved. because i can finally tell myself to be strong with my feelings. i don't intend to have this harted in me.. but i just can't help myself. i don't know who to believe now.. i really wished you can return into my arms. i promise you my love, your happiness and anything you want.

m0m0 you are the only want i wish to have..

2007-05-24T02:43:00.001+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2007-05-24T02:19:00.000+08:00

ho hoo.. dust collecting in my blog.. lol.

this week is e learning week for my school.. guess what? i work through out this week.. 12 to 11.. tired..

so many things.. so many feelings.. so many thoughts flying in me.. as messy as rojak.. i work until sick liao.. so tired plus not enough sleep.. i hope my pay will shock me next month.. shock me for the large amount but not the small amount.. haha..

the feelings n thoughts:
i wanted to stop. but my buddy challenged me.. =[ i'm so weak n messy.. n frustrated.. n blank.. i wished we could be like the past more then anyone.. but what passed is past. no one wish to fall into the same hole again. once bitten twice shy.. i'm what i am.. if you really can't accept then forget about what had past.
i don't deny that i still miss your messages. i can also see the huge different in the messages now and before..
i don't deny that i still think of you before i sleep. what i see now is a different you.. not the one i know when we first met.
i lied to myself that i don't like you anymore.. becoz i really wish to forget you.. but you kept appearing in my mind any time. at work or in school or at home or even now..
i also know that i can't have anymore hopes.. the more i wish the more i bled..
sometimes i really wish i don't see you again.. i can't ask you to disappear.. maybe one day i'll make my move..

i need a break.. a long one. stop flooding me with the why n how come questions will you? i can't breathe anymore..

2007-04-16T12:16:00.000+08:00

wahahaha.. i entered sp with the course of computer engineering smoothly.. =]

unfortunately.. my class only got 3 girls.. the rest are guys!! omg..

haha.. the whole restaurant was so happening on last sat sia.. it wasn't high until 8pm plus plus.. one sweet + cute girl walked into our restaurant. she's alone wor.. our manager asked anyone of us need a half an hour break to dine in with her not.. LoL.. after presenting her bill, i asked her to fill in our feedback form.. haha.. she wrote her contact number!!

the stupid jingwen quickly keep the feedback form after she left.. still ask me to collect 10 feedback form with her name and my name on it.. after she left, the whole restaurant cooled down again.. haha..

we started to close our stations at 10.45pm lei.. so late.. i think 11.30pm close finish liao.. 1st time station 1 close finish 1st. some more need to mop.. jingwen gave me one imposted feedback form.. they tricked me..=[

i don't know until the next day.. felt kinda sad.. =[ they laughed at me.. but after that jingwen gave me the original copy. =D then i msg her.. haha..

today's class was so boring.. =\ haha.. i go sleep le.. =]

2007-03-06T17:03:00.000+08:00

oh.. i my wish came true.. haha.. i passed my o lvl and got into the course i wanted.. =P happy? can say so la.. but there are something which got real deep inside me.. =D lalala..

2007-02-26T19:56:00.000+08:00

the song updated in my blog is describing my life now.. =[

2007-02-12T02:55:00.000+08:00

wow.. wow.. wow.. it's been so long since i last update my blog. lol. but also no one see.. so i type what ever rubbish no one will know.. hmmm... working nowadays.. in swensens plaza singapura. =D fun working there.. know a lot of caring and helpful people..

about my o lvl result.. =D didn't know i'll get that result. haha.. surprised to receive my result.

lastly.. M0m0!! D.d love you! =P

2006-12-15T01:25:00.000+08:00

argh! nowadays mood so lousy. get angry easily. better keep a distance from me. if not you will die badly.

went to renew passports this morning. my father drove us there. after everything is settled we had our breakfast together. we are very new to this place so we walked for a long distance before we find the hawker centre. my father is the leader. i suddenly had a feeling in my heart at that moment. i felt that my father is so great. as i see him walking so fast in front of us, trying his best to look for the hawker centre, while my siblings and i were walking at our own pace far behind, he perspired and bought our lunch. he gave in so much to us and yet we upset him. =\

2006-12-12T14:30:00.000+08:00

J	Juicy
A	Ambivalent
Y	Yummy
V	Vain
E	Exquisite
N	Noisy

A	Altruistic
D	Dangerous

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

2006-12-07T23:05:00.001+08:00

oh please.. having fun is my first priority. even though things may not turn out to be positive, but we must accept it and move on.

haiz.. my hair is so irritating. regreted so much about changing of parting. have to wait for don't know how long then my hair will grow long again.. didn't cut my hair for 2 months liao. but my sideburn didn't grow any longer.. so sian..

2006-12-04T01:37:00.001+08:00

wah... so tired sia.. especially yesturday night. so many customer. in the end i missed the last bus and train to cck. i stay over night at mommy's house. haha. after that go work again.

there are so many nice people in the restaurant. they are so friendly and helpful. haha.. however the customers suck to the core. especially men in their late 30s and early 40s. sit there like emperor like that. want to clear their table also difficult. still ask us to bring this bring that.

today i saw new faces.. haha.. she stay near me.. then went home together. found out that we were in the same child care centre. lol. what a small world.

2006-11-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

wow.. this week is fun! haha.

monday is the last day of exam, then went to play pool with some friends.

Tuesday stayed at home i think. forget liao. haha.

wed went to sentosa with same group of friends and more people also.

thursday rest at home again. i packed my room and found some pics of me taken when i'm young. haha.

my parents and i. see my papa so handsome. haha.

friday i went out with kimzhi, jave and jacq. jacq cheated on us. she said she will pass to us the vcd, but she didn't bring! we go bugis de mos sit down, then kimzhi so paiseh. haha.. in the end, they didn't work out. after that we walk from clarke quay to esplande. then slack there until 10.

kimzhi and i take train to clarke quay then go to the home club. kimzhi drank until the whole head went red, even the ears and eyes. after that the young ones we trying to get rid of the tag while i just ask the guy to cut off.

we walked to esplanade again and slack there until next morning. i fell asleep. haha.. go back to bp and had breakfast then went home liao. wash myself and die on my bed. woke up at 6.30 then watch tv. after that i go see my old study table and i saw my kindergarden pics. lol.

=D so shuai.. haha.. joking la.. after that me sister called to check on me! hah. no la. she ask me want to eat dinner or not. then still ask me want to play mahjong or not. she forget that our papa and mama not in sg for 5 days. haha. then she call karki's' to come our house to play mahjong. in the end only 2 came. lol. i lost $15. =[ i'm so poor now.

today my sister wake me up at 11. she kept nagging at me. ask me to buy lunch but don't want to tell me she want to eat what. in the end i bought meehon kuay and home made noodles. haha.. after eating we packed our room and living room. then i sweep the floor, my sister mop the floor.
after that we bathe then went to vivo city. my jie fu drive us there. my sister look look see see at some clothes then we go eat at don't know what place. the burger and the onion rings damn big and the mei mei working at there also quite cute. haha. then go home liao.

2006-11-24T12:49:00.000+08:00

went to sentosa with suhui, zixin, shihua, jingni, rachel, siqi, mabel, yunfang, chongyong, jeremy, alex, ashraft, eugene, markus, alvin, colvin, jerom, kenneth, lianjie, zhanwang.

went to mac to meet some of them at 8. after that we went to lrt station to wait for more people. after that we walked to the bus stop behind the lrt station. waited for so long for the bus. the bus was so full after we boarded it. kenneth not feeling well. his lips were so pale. then jingni let him sit down. after that more and more people alighted the bus then we can sit liao.

after we reach harbour front, we waited for rachel, ashraft, mabel, chongyong and shihua. then we take the feeder bus to sentosa. after buying our tickets, we took the blue line bus. wasn't quite sure where to alight. then shihua pressed the bell. haha. then some people go toilet, some people go 7-eleven. we took the tram to the beach. we occupied the first half of the tram without queuing.

we play in the water.. then on land then in water then on land. when we are sick of the sea water, we decided to go and rent bicycle. but when we finally want to move, it started to drizzle. then we change our mind, we went to the toilet. the guys go and bathe but the girls go and wash off the sand only.

after that we went into the rain to walk walk. so long didn't walk in the rain liao. after a while we sit down on the floor in a shelther. we play frog jump into the pond and multiple of three. the forfiet is to walk in the rain one round. haha. jingni and siqi walked so many times. but when it's my turn, we decided to go back liao. haha.

after that we wait for the rain to stop. then the guys go vivo except chongyong, alex, ashraft and jeremy. together with the girls, we rent bicyle. haha. it was still drizzling after we rent it. the place got no place to cycle one. all got dead end one.

when we are cycling back, suhui fell. she hurt her left leg. the skin when white first before blood appear. suhui still blur blur.. and say oh.. i fell down. in chinese. she watched too many anime liao..

jeremy cyclied her back in the couple bicycle. then we alarmed the beach patrol station. the man drove suhui to the "emergency" room. we waited outside. after that we go return the bicycles. everyone go and bathe. went to eat at the hawker centre at harbour front. after that we took bus back. most of them went ot play pool. but i didn't go. i went to meet kimzhi for a chat. then went home.

2006-11-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

the blogskin is done by SHEENA!!

i edit a little.. haha..

2006-11-21T15:16:00.000+08:00

wow.. something really happened.. felt so relieved after everything was settled.. sent someone away from me and really felt much better..

yesturday went to piak pool after exam. got zixin, suhui, jingni, rachel, ashraft, kenneth, mabel and chongyong.. so crowded hor.. haha.. two tables.. very fun.. haha.. especially jingni.. lol.

after leaving bt, we went to plaza to search for food.. haha.. we ended up in mac. i left my keys in zixin's bag.. then i forget to take.. in such coincidence that my hp's batt went flat. luckily still got zixin's coin.. then can call.. finally reached home at 12..

2006-11-19T02:43:00.000+08:00

went to ps for the passed 3 days..

the first day was boring.. went there alone and went home alone..

went there with kimzhi and junru on the second day... went to far east plaza also.. junru want to buy clothes.. then later we go kbox. the drinks so nice. haha. then go home..

third day is go and meet priscilla and meiling.. then she ask me to go church with them. i enjoyed myself.. =D then later go eat.. and then wait for meiling's sister.. then go home..

so tired.. luckily my leg didn't cramp.. haha..

2006-11-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

hmmm. i don't know if it is for real or for fun. the only thing i can say is that i don't feel quite good with this kind of things. i'm really afraid that i cannot accept it and i really do not like this feeling anymore..

one fall is enough for one to retreat from a trap. nobody likes to fall, especially in life. it will take days, weeks or years to recover fully..

just by a glance in my msn contacts, 70% of the nicks are regarding love and relationships. some are in deep love with each other, while some are begging for love to arrive fast. those sad nicks are always emotional and discouraging for some people..

maybe she's right that i'll get addicted to it and keep on playing, but i still hope that will not happen. after all, i only need a simple but colourful life..

i must admit that i really love to play, especially for the past few days. after the end of everyday, i felt happy and also able to sleep soundly because i've spent 80% of my energy laughing.. haha..

2006-11-12T00:54:00.000+08:00

信任是去相信你不相信的东西..

heard this from television. the show is 偷偷爱上你. not very sure about the time but it's in channel u. that show attracted my attention because there was a girl acting a guy.. so that's why i watched.. haha.. and the content is mostly about love and relationships..

2006-11-08T16:05:00.000+08:00

SOBS!!

physics rejected me.. my luck also flew away liao.. there's no more hope for my science..

tomorrow's paper is geography. hope it will be easy.. hope.. hope.. hope..

don't be so cruel to this batch of students.. =\

2006-11-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. studying is so boring.. but die die also must do it. if not cannot pass. trying my very best to jio physics, a math and d&t as my best friend and hope english is my gf.

hope tomorrow's paper will be friendly to me.

2006-11-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

felt so good to see myself online again. =D wasn't able to access to the internet at home for the pass two weeks. maybe its a good time for me to revise for my examinations. even though i haven't finish but at least i did some preparations. hope i'm able to score for my maths and sciences. =\

2006-10-06T23:38:00.000+08:00

everyday's so tired. especially this week. just really hope everything will happen smoothly. my job is make sure the ang baos are safe. haha. i hope i won't be busy. so i can accompany mommy. haha.

happy moon cake and lantern festival.

2006-09-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

prelim ended yesturday. *cheers*

went home straight after a math p2. i find the paper easier then p1, because i was able to do more questions. haha. after that went to arcade at lot 1 a while with kzai then went home liao. after that used com until 6.30 then go buy dinner. on the way home saw justin waiting for his bro. then i accompanied her. after that we chat chat. haha. end of the day.

today go to school. the programmes all so boring one. but i think people sitting beside me didn't listen to the speaker at all. haha. we were laughing, joking and disturbing each other. haha. then we go eat eat. haha. saw mrs lim's girl. so cute. she knows how to do hi5, say bye bye and do flying kiss. haha.

after 70% of the potential graduates left then we decided to go as well. its kind of weird to attent a graduating assembly when we haven't even start the exam. we don't even know we can graduate or not so i put potential in bold. haha. went home to change and went to zixin's house.

haha. her meow meow like old granny like that. walk slow slow and nua nua one. her room is small but cozy. because suhui, rachel, yunfang, jingni, mabel, siqi, the owner of the room and i were able to fit into her room. haha.

at first we were playing play station while suhui and zixin were watching their ou xiang ju. after a while everyone's attention were on the show as well. haha. while not everyone, but there's just no one interested in the ps already. rachel was to first one to sleep followed by yunfang and siqi.

it was like 5 person on one bed. haha. 3 sitting and 2 lying down. later siqi and zixin took turns went out to look for snacks. watch until 4+ going 5 i went to bpp.

saw wanqing with pearlyn and met weiqi and peijun. then kzai came and both of us went off. we go pool"ing" and then arcade and then pool again. after we ended our first game, someone came and .......... disturbed our game. so we went to the arcade first. today i'm not soo off as i'm able to put some balls in. after that weiqi, pei jun and sinee joined us.

they go buy candles and fire sparkles then went to a lunar mooncake celebration in mayspring. watched the bpps chinese orchestra performed. they played well. *clap clap* then played candles and fire sparkles then i went off liao. was kind of feeling hungry when i reached home. ate some fruits while watching tv. the programme was filled with laughter. haha. =D

2006-09-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

couldn't believe i that i actually didn't study for my prelims at all. going to fail like shit again. tomorrow is the last paper for prelims.

2006-09-20T19:20:00.000+08:00

changed the song. its newer and much lively. haha. but the lyrics is.....

after papers zixin, suhui, rachel and i waited for kelson. then go eat at kfc. only rachel and i ate. before we even order the food, kelson went off liao. after finish the food, we went to mac see see. so many people, no seats available. then we walk here walk there. after that rachel went to buy cl solution. then go mos see see. saw the "poster" that is in mos then went out liao.

after that still go to mac. suhui and zixin want to eat but they lazy go buy. ask rachel go buy but she want to go home liao. then i go buy lo. forget to talk chilli sauce. haha. then i ask joelyn to go and take but zixin suddenly say she go and take. haha. then we talk talk. joelyn ask me to explain to her somethings then go back talk talk again. they didn't study. haha.

2006-09-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

e math paper 2 was okay. but after that was very tired. so cannot concentrate. but my chem also sure fail one. i think my prelims also gone case. everytime don't feel like studying during exam period. but after exam period will feel like studying. weird. haiz. tried very hard not to sigh liao. but can't stop for long.

today i browsed through friendster. saw a few sweet looking girls. haha. and was so excited about it. but couldn't share my excitment with my best friends. so i talked it out online. haha. i made my room look more tidy also. and then was happy about it. hehe. but sad to say i haven't revise yet and i'm so "angry" because of my stomach. =\

2006-09-18T22:10:00.000+08:00

taken english paper 2 and a math paper 1. both papers fail like mad liao. haiz. halfway through english paper, stomach ached. halfway through a math paper, bladder full. didn't feel like eating anything. shared a kfc meal with kelson. she took the burger and half the fries. i ate one regular mashed pototoes and half the fries. after that go home liao.

i did lots of stupid things but study for tomorrow's test. then i got a photocopied copy of the a math formula book. the uncle was so idiot lo. i want it to be printed on both sides but he kepy on saying, " i know..but it will be very tiring for us..so we rather give you more paper..." the thing is that i want the book to be thin also. but know its okay le la. i turn it into a book liao. wahahaha.

after that watch tv. then flip through chem notes and emath formula book. after that i come here blog blog then go sleep liao.

2006-09-16T13:04:00.000+08:00

yesturday is mother tongue paper 1 and 2. i think i'll fail. my paper 1 situational writing didn't fill up all the blanks. haha. but someone sat beside me during the exam is worse lo. left hand side one didn't check finish both the sections. right hand side one totally gave up and did not write anything. my paper 2 i start with the compre first. then no time to do the front sections. then all teechum. like which number put that number. haha.

the whole of yesturday was so cold. i still remember before the start of paper 1. i yawned 5 times. haha. then i was like crying like that. i stopped writing 5 minutes before the end of paper 2. i rest my head on the table. when i lift up my head again. got tears come out of my eyes. haha. too tired liao.

after that cannot go anywhere because it was raining. so didn't eat lo. go find yf then saw ms ang. start to do the math questions. got so many don't know how to do. haiz. die liao die liao. do all the way until 5 then we go home liao. when ys and i were walking to the lrt. i saw someone familiar. haha. the way she walk is so unique. haha.

reach home liao jiu boil water. then made ice milo and cup noodles. so ke lian. haha. eat finish liao i watch tv. watch until the tv watch me. haha. normally if my parents reach home i'll wake up one. but i didn't, until my papa ask me wake up to eat. then i look at the food. =\ i didn't finish it. btu after that i went to the toilet. haha. after that rot at home until 1+ i think. then go sleep liao.

2006-09-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

what have i done? how come the world's spinning faster then i know. maybe you found what you think you like and start to create distance with what you thought was childish. if you are enjoying yourself then i won't stop you. but if you think you are not being yourself then you are most welcome to start a new chapter of a memorable story with me.

seriously i don't know what i'm doing now. slacking in front of the com everyday when i'm supposed to store all the text in my brain. but i think my memory is full and i couldn't find the delete button. =\

2006-09-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

i changed my blogskin and uploaded a tagboard. haha. took so long to find one blogskin which i like. started looking at about 6pm until 10pm. browsed 4000+ blogskins. mostly girly girly type one. i think this is the first blogskin which is so colourful. haha. those black, white and grey blogskins so long no update liao.

i think my prelims is breast many chicken little. got no mood to study. only wrote some notes but didn't went into my head. so like this lo. tomorrow going to see superstar audition with loner. haha. don't know if it's fun or not. hope it is. =]

2006-09-08T11:55:00.000+08:00

arrr.. finally can fall deep asleep. but don't know which stupid auntie. called so many times. at first i thought it was my parents. so i just lie on my bed hoping they will call my hp. but the phone just kept on ringing. dragged myself to pic up the call when i find it annoying.

"halo. tell your mother i reach bukit batok liao. tell her to come down," said the auntie. then i replied,"orh." after that she replied,"i thought i dailed the wrong number. so long then got reply." after that i found it weird. i thought my mother was working. how come her friend could meet her.

i asked her,"who are you?" she replied,"who are you? you not .....?" (couldn't catch what she said) so i said,"har?" and she asked again,"who are you? are you ..... right? may i know where am i calling?" =\ i replied,''har? this is my house la. who are you looking for?"

she die die also don't want to tell me the name of the person she's looking for. then she said," oh. then i called the wrong house." then i hang the phone without hesitation. after that the phone rang but only for one beat.