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Thursday, May 12, 2005


2 papers to go...don feel like studying now..so lay on my bed cht on the phone wif kel...suddenly found tat we hav lots of sad moments...hmm..i think i wld write out..coz i noe tat this blog is 4gotten long ago..

hmmm....1st thingy discussed was bout me..i think tat am am not part of my family..everything i do my parents wld hav to comment...i stay outside to revise wif my frenz..my mother ask me go home str8 after sch..den my father will say don alwas make ur mother angry can a not...den alwas say "yue lai yue bu xiang hua liao hor?" this is fine...i noe i shld not go home late..so nvm...

but today i came home str8 after sch..but wif kim and kel...they came wifout taking lunch..so i cooked instant noodle for dem...they watched vcd until 4+ den go home liao...den i continue to watch and use com...den someone called..den tok tok and watch tv..at 7+ my parents came home..say me using phone..den say tok so long liao later "sort dao" den u noe...-.-ll

i watch tv..dey oso comment..i stay in my room...dey oso comment..wat eva i do they MUST comment! i hate to appear in front of dem! and of coz sat and sun i will try my very best to not go out wif dem...now i hav abit fear of taking my father's car liao..his car got one kind of fragrant wif i don like..and he drive his car to work..den park his car under the sun..den the smell will evaporate...sux man..

during K1..i still rmb tat i cried on the 1st day of sch..i rmb telling myself i cannot cry and must make frenz wif other children..but i juz cldn't let the new environment frenly..after tat day...i fake ill den tell my father i don wan go sch..den he say i must go...den i ask him this sentence.. 'Y cldn't i stay at home and study like jie and kor?' coz tat time they hav tuition and i donno its for extra de man..so i cried and say its unfair..lols...when i am young..i am a cry baby lai de..hahax...

since pri 5 or 6 i hav this feeling of my parents being unfair again..coz when i was p5 or 6..my jie sec 4 and my kor sec 2 liao..so dey will tend to go out more..den i was thinking tat y they can go out but not me? at tat time i alwas go to the nearby cc to play bball..so was kind of scolded again..so tat time wad i did for not thinking of so many thingys was cry again..hahax....=p

i will hide under my blanket and cry softly..making as little noise as possible..so tat no one will noe...i am not quite able to express my feelings now coz my pri sch days were not pleasent..so from den onwards i kept everything to myself..alwas tried to hav a dairy but i am too playful..one day got write den another day the book lost liao..hahax...i am oso very afraid to let my family noe tat i am thinking so negatively..hmm...i think 4eva they will not noe wad i am thinking of...

i guess this is my best dairy eva..wont gone missing and no one will read..hahaax...after writing out all my feelings...... I FEEL MUCH BETTER! coz tot of all those silly thinkings last time..must not tell other ppl if u read this...thx..


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